WR, 19.


Appertain 

Went to Muar (Malaysia) with pops on Monday and I just got back this evening. I like short getaways like this. I can (for once) put down my phone and not feel obliged to check it every now and then. I can breathe. But there is a downside too. I get to see a lot of things at a different light (not a good thing). It’s like the only time I can take a step back and look at all the things that had happened in my life from a third party’s perspective.

So I came back with a whole set of realizations and not all of them are pretty. As always. Moreover, I am sharing my room with my sister now because my grandparents are staying over. It is not pleasant to see your sister’s pyjamas hanging at the door together with your towel.

They. Do. Not. Belong. Together.

Jeng jeng jeng. Here I am clad with a new set of armour - one that is filled with spikes, and the boyfriend is booking out tomorrow! Dear god I can’t wait but I do most certainly hope that he will not be hurt.

I will be busy for the rest of this week, and I will be leaving for Genting on Sunday.

/abrupt stop

I took my last paper of the year yesterday. Went to visit my grandfather at Malaysia right after that. Came home and zonked out.

Swam today, went for facial and I had lunch alone at Potato Depot. I could get used to this.

"Only hang around people that are positive and make you feel good. Anybody who doesn’t make you feel good kick them to the curb and the earlier you start in your life the better. The minute anybody makes you feel weird and non included or not supported, you know, either beat it or tell them to beat it."

— Amy Poehler

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Valentine’s

Need. To. Upload. These. On. The. Day. Itself.

The boyfriend booked out yesterday night and came over to my place straight, with 5 bottles of 900ml green tea from Daiso! We went out for dinner with my family and he had to sleep immediately after that for he has to go for his beep test early this morning. Tucked him to sleep and that fidgety chap just could not stop kicking his blanket away. Walked out of my room twice and his blanket was everywhere but on top of him. Irresistably cute..

Woke up this morning to ‘prepare’ breakfast for him before he left. Knocked out right away for I had slept after 1 the previous night. Texted him about the same time he did too, and we met up to go to Sheng Siong nearby for some grocery shopping.

I was eating a banana for breakfast and had too many things to hold in my hands while talking to him on the phone with him just across the road. He made me wave to him. With the hand holding the banana. So I was moving my hand left and right with my elbow flexed at its maximum. I shudder to think of how I had looked like at that point of time.

We went to shop…………….and came home. We took the same lift as the guy who delivered the bouquet of roses to me. It was a really epic moment.

“He can’t be staying here because I have never seen him before! But who knows, he might be a night owl.. Nah, it can’t be.” As we stepped into the lift, I saw him holding piece of paper and I gave the boyfriend the omg-i-can’t-believe-it-i-think-we-should-tell-him-that-the-flowers-are-for-me-so-he-wont-have-to-take-the-lift-up look. The boyfriend pressed the lift number and he didn’t. We exchanged the look a few times before the lift finally arrived at the level to my house.
“Oh, so it’s you! I came here in the morning but nobody was in!” To that, I gave a sheepish look and said: “Sorry, I think I was still sleeping.”

The boyfriend whipped up an awesome lunch as I focus on doing up the frosting for the cupcakes I had baked for him. I made a 2 mistakes of over-beating the frosting, and not to mention, heating up the cupcake RIGHT before piping; which resulted in a runny frosting. Not the best appetizer, I believe. He slurped the entire thing up, nonetheless, being the perfect boyfriend he is.

We ate heartily, and I studied. It wasn’t even 2 hours before he went to the kitchen again to prepare for dinner. He went to book in after that.

This, is what we normally do. And we enjoy it.

I am sorry that we could not go out for a proper date like most couples do on this special day, all because I have to study for my exams. I promise you a better date once the horror is over!

Thank you for being so understanding, for the really awesome meals and the beautiful bouquet of roses! I love you, hun :’)

Cupcakes for our lovers.

Jessabelle’s! Mine are sitting in the fridge and not frosted as of yet.

Him: Sorry for not picking up your call just now! I have already punched Hayden. I am really sorry.
Me: It is okay. Please punch him again later! I am sorry for not texting you for the entire day too!
Him: It is okay. You were busy studying what!
Me: Do you really think that I was studying..?
Him: … You were baking right?
Me: … … Sigh, I knew you had already pieced things together. That was why I had left you 2 missed calls. What gave it away, other than the fact that I did not reply you the entire day?
Him: Well, you did not pick up my call. And when you called me back, you were not monotonous.
Me: Whut?
Him: If you had studied for the entire day, you would sound monotonous and tell me that you are dying. But you left that sentence out in the phone call!

Seriously, my boyfriend scares me sometimes.

"The best part of having a relationship is getting to call the person or lay down next to them and tell them all the crazy things that happened to you all day long. And in the end that’s what it’s about, kids. It’s not about the sex, it’s not about the money that they give you or whatever. It’s not about how good-looking they are, it’s about, can they listen to you talk for hours and hours and hours about stupid shit that doesn’t matter. And if they can, then you’re meant to be together forever. Even if that means you have to call them 100 times, that’s okay."

— Tegan Quin

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"When I was with him, I didn’t have to be perfect, or even try for perfect. He already knew my secrets, the things I’d kept hidden from everyone else, so I could just be myself. Which shouldn’t have been that big a deal. But it was."

— Sarah Dessen, The Truth About Forever

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